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YVONNE Ng

BENDEMEERprimary
MACPHERSONsecondary
REPUBLICpolytechnic

My daddy is the KING OF KINGS

OhMyGosh! I'm in the LAST YEAR of my teens since last 10 DECEMBER





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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Sunday, August 05, 2007
its this the end?

things abt me that i'd like you to know:-

*i dun like to take intiative or rather, i prefer to be approach. but things get different if it comes to responsibility and spreading the gospel.
( you dun receive my sms saying: "hey, are you free to talk to me on the phone? i'm bored." or "when are you free to meetup for coffee?" dont you? )
*if you're nice to me, i'll be twice as nice to you. if you're mean to me, or if i dun like you, i'll be double-ly mean to you.
*i don't reveal how i feel.
( you wun know that i'm troubled or sad unless i tell you, agree? )

when i'm closer to God, i feel like i'm drifting away from him.

is it him or it it just me?
is he being too sensitive or am i being an ass here?
does he know hw much effort i've put in?
does he appreciate it?
can he see hw much i've changed, for him?
he say that i dun care enough for him. is he caring for me in the first place?
are all these things dragging too long causing things like this to happen?
you mean you'll leave if i dun need you?
how abt you? do you still need me?
are the tears shed for him worth it?
is it worth it to sacrifice my beauty night?
is this the end after 5 months or even more?
what abt those promises and the waitings?
would you be there?

i always find excuses for you.
but its about trust that we're talking abt here.
if he do not even trust me, i don't see the point in carrying this on.
but i do not want to leave you and yet i dont think i can stand all this any longer.
if you cont to do this, i really dunno what i'll do.

yvonne is an emo girl and she has shed 1.5l of tears...
i am an attention whore.