in the beginning, it was the 14 of us.
then down to 9, and left the 8 of us.

just received a call from ZMDS.
a lot of programme and activities cant go on without her.
and now, we have to find a replacement.

i know its very last minute, we cant help it too.

We need people who are:
1) Having their holidays
2) Willing to come for mission trip
3) Able to make it in such a short notice (we are leaving in 2 days time!)

yet again, i know that all these are in God's plan.
although i dunno and dont understand, but i choose to believe in His Sovereignty.
we come by faith and we leave them in your hands.
pray that we will not be dishearten and cont to work together in God's name.
when we work, we work; when we pray, God works.

i dunno what to do and i dunno what to say!
my mood is affected greatly.
i was very shock when ZMDS broke the news to me.
neither do i know how to react.
i feel like crying now.
as worried as i am, i said a little prayer to the Lord, knowing that He is in control.
the evil one probably knows that we're going to make a difference in the lives of the people there.
but, i know that we are still going on, we are gonna make it big.
nothing can stop us; not even you, evil one.
What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?
- Romans 8:31

i really really hope that nothing else will go wrong before we leave.

meeting my darling youths for farewell dinner tmr night (((:
i hope they wun send us off on Sat, i'll cry lor!
but i secretly wish that they will, haha.

and i hope nubduck, ah neh neh and junyan wun bully me over there!

i will miss all of you like a siao cha bor.
cannot talk to me, cannot chat with me on msn, cannot sms me liao.
dont miss me too much k?
thou i know you guys will.

on another hand, after i come back, there will be church camp!
4 days together, cant wait!
wheeeeeee~!!

before i leave, here's a verse to encourage myself or even YOU!:

Therefore, since through God's mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart.
-2 Corinthians 4:1-3
God Works In Ways We Cannot See; He Will Make A Way (: