after so many times you've brought up the matter, this is the first time i am feeling so bad.
i know it isnt totally my fault but i was the root of it and it snowballed till now.

if it wasnt due my insensitivity to have known that he'll react like this, i wouldnt have talked to you.
if i had known that the matter was so serious bad then, i wouldnt have let dragged.

you two could have been good friends.
but because of smth like this... (GRR!)

from the bottom of my heart, i want to apologise and say that I Am Really Sorry.

after this, i am going to talk to God and i will not feel bad anymore because i know i am forgiven by God and by you! ((:

please take care and not be so hot the next time i see you okay?
me ish lurvbbe euu derzx~!